Eppy Daddy's Day :)

Hmm..Happy Papa's Day just ended..as now my clock shows 12.05am right on Monday the 22nd, June year 09..So,what ya guys get fer your dad? ..lols..as for me, i didn't get anything for my daddy.. i feel so..SO bad..and i mean it..Sorry Dad..=.=".. Currently having financial problem..for myself.. This year i didn't even treat my dad a meal.. My dad just gave me rm100 yesterday..if i treat him using that rm100, it means he is the one who pays for the meal and not me, myself who pays for it..it's not my self earn money..So, when we were about to go for dinner, my dad was sitting alone in the living room watching news..i approched my dad..summon up my courage to tell him these words.."Daddy, im so sorry for not able to treat you for dinner even today is father's day. As if i treat you, im just using your money and not mines. Actually i know the biggest present for you as Father's Day is not a meal that you want me to treat..i know it is all bout my studies..you want me to study smart for my future and excel in my examinations. So i can get a good job in the future. Thus, this will be the most meaningful present for Father's Day." I've wasted so much money for my tuitions and schools. i played hard during secondary school and my worst record is when i was form4..yeah! honeymoon year is what you will first think of..(Lepak-ing) and playing truant is my number 1!!..(ahh..not trying to be proud ler) but you guys who knows me during secondary school know what i did la..LOL!!..Dad, i'm so sorry for being a snobbish, pampered, troublesome daughter all this years and making you and mummy disapointed over and over again..I just don't know what the heck am i thinking sometimes..i couldn't buy you anything you like by now..Hereby, i keep my promise to you..i will study smart and work hard to achieve a good result..i just wanna prove to you, "I CAN DO IT!!"..you won't be wasted raising me up throughout this years. You suffered a lot..i don't want you to think that my words are empty promises..Maybe i'm not that very clever that type..but obviously i'm not stupid either..Well, i just need to be extra hardworking than others..and..what's more important is..i'm willing to try and i will never give up easily! So..we'll just see :)

Back to few hours ago, i just got to know a friend of mine, well..a guy from National Service to be in details..i'm so sorry to hear that his father had pass away..before i knew it, i just forward a message which contains of a father's day wishes and then, he told me that his father was gone..forever..i don't like this feeling..i just feel so bad after hearing this..my sympathy towards him..Well..nothing i can do to ease the pain..but i hope "he and she" will be tough, don't give up and live life to the fullest!!..JIA YOU, Yep and Allysa!!^^

Lastly..Wishing all father's in the world..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! (tigress scolding ady)..zzz..dozed off....................................

ATTENTION TO SOME FAGGOTS!!

Dear readers, i won't crap a lot tonight..This special piece of blog is specially created to some bladdy moronic no brain nasty retards who think TOO highly of himself..It's such a waste of time posting this just to state clearly in order to avoid any misunderstand with that bugger!.. First and formost..The guy i mentioned in my blog who deleted me as his featured friend and type sweet messages to me PLEASE that guy was NOT YOU!!..Who cares if u've deleted me or removed me also in your friend list?! Go Ahead do so faggot! believe or not is your business and i don't have to explain much to you..as you're NOTHING to me and YOU don't even worth a penny!..So sorry fer being rude but frankly, even you jump building also none of my business..Conclusion, Don't over estimated yourself..AND..Don't under estimate me!!!..Secondly, you don't have to help me spread news to the whole world when i've created a new masterpiece..Don't try to act smart go and tell siwing and so on..Third, PLEASE don't write your blog like i'm begging for your love or its like i can't let go! What The Fuck! Mr.****!! What's your problem now???!!! Do you have pride??? Please la..you don't respect yourself how people respect you?!! Don't be so thick face! Fourth, Why you wanna bothered and tracked my blog??!! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM NOW???!!..i write blog "guan nei pei si meh....??" Don't do such coward things secretly track on people's blog..MinD your own business!!!...Fifth, WHY should i call u, text messages you or whatever??..who do you think you are to me?..You bring a big impact to my life huh? Piss Off before i whack you!!! i'm not you..i know what is shame..i have self pride..With this kinda ass atitude you wanna seek for forgivness?..do you think you deserve it? Sixth, The bestie part in my blog i mentioned that betrayed me it's Ah Bo!..So you think it's you again huh?! Oh PLEASEE!!! Dont act like you know everything Mr.****!! i really don't wanna say it..but you really a dumb ass dim witted retard la!!..Yeah!..do your fucking retard mission now..go and tell Ah Bo..Siwing..and the whole world visit my blog again!..i don't care whoever or whatsoever you are and i don't give a damn on it! To Mr****, Bark some craps again in your very own blog after you saw this! Afterall it's non of my business as i'm not interested to access your blog or know anything or any opinion of you from now on..Lastly..You're not welcomed to my blog..please stop tracking or viewing my blog if you still have some pride with you! thank you.....

Killing me softly..

Phew~ this few days were killing me softly..not with his song...but assignments and presentations!!! It's been a week i can't sleep well..Overwhelmed by fatigue..THOSE assignments are like mountain high...Today they give you the assignment and you gotta submit by TOMORROW! really "bin tai" enough..Lastly we end up rushing for assignments..running to and fro from the canteen to library to classrooms..sweating profusely..and my hair is like crazy woman! =.="..Neeway, i'm lucky enough to have few good buddiES for group presentation and most important is!! EVERYONE OF US MASHED OUR BRAIN AND TAKE IT SERIOUSLY! unlike Jence, [my bestie in college..always popek! popek! popek! with me like "kai tiong ng tuen" ...haha..she's a smart gurl..but she's lazy..later gonna show ya guys her photo!]..back to the story...her group member sucks ler...See also pity..all also being so selfish when it comes to group assignments..Jence!! next time don't go trip or MC..if not you can be with me lo in group assignments..:p..Seriously, my neck pain striked again..so before i pen off, Below i try to upload some latest photos of me and coursemates :) Enjoy guyz!

Group Presentation for Ms.Diong's lesson..E.T, John, Bibi and Yoke San ^^

Below Computer Lab staircase..E.T, Bibi, and Daven ^^

Well, This gotta be E.T and Jence ^^

haha..E.T and John de Jellyfish :p

Okay! Let me intro you guys..This sexyback belongs to Mr. Pravin de great..^^

lols..this is the computer lab 1 for Ms.Tan's lesson..instead of "apple" we use "acer" =.="

ROLF!! curi curi capture de..Jence sleeping beside me at pc.lab...:p

Attending Ms.Diong's class in FDK.1 (lecture hall)...super cold....~.~!

Miss Linda, my Study Skill lecturer ^^..Linda de great..she's gorgeous and HOT at times! :p

LOL! This is Mr. Thaneswren (indian + chinese) ^^busy lelong lelong-ing de bags..=.="

My English lecturer (Mr. Azhar) and this sexyback is Soon Heng ^^

[11.45pm]

High Blooo0ood Pressure symptoms?

Finally, i managed to access my blog..Really wondered what happen to blogger?! always asked me to "cookie..don't know what the heck what check what cookie the puter again"..BLA!~..Really getting annoyed with this kinda situation..Neeway, today is thursday again..i always wish and looking forward to every friday.. lols..1st, friday i've only got 2 classes altogether which ends at 4pm..(sum up together monday until friday this is the earliest day i can go back home)..classes really tiring..and erm..bored?aha! i mean some of them duh~..lectured almost 3 hours and then break for 2 hours or 1 hour then continue again another lecture..It's really rediculous..i don't have any classes on monday!..free like birds!..following days...tuesday, wednesday, thursday are the most TORTURING days for me as i'll be having 4 classes altogether stuckup on the SAME DAY!!! what most important is...LACK OF EATING TIME!!! really stupid..i wonder why the lecturers don't put some on monday or friday...LAME!!!..wednesday i'll be having 3 classes..2 tutorial and one practical..5 pm classes over...neverminda...==" Thursday, being tortured again!!..9am until 5.30pm.!!!..i was like what the fuck!!!...the lecturers damn hardworking!! The assignments and tutorial questions are now like a "mountain"..not hill...Some more, this few days, i think due to my "kereta api" classes..i started to feel something like fire on my back..neck part..something very pain like trying to poke you..not the first time already..but it feels like getting worst..don't really know but some people say "nothing geh, small fire only..drink some herbs then will be okay"...well..i've tried..i don't see any changes =="...Another consequences i'm fearing and suspecting,..the high blood pressure symptoms?..i hope it's not...Well..i don't care..just wanna live life to the fullest now and then..^^..somehow, i'll try not to face the puter often except no choice having to do assignments and chit chatting sometimes..:p lols, few minutes ago i've just finished doing my facial mask..and yet now, i've already facing the puter...wasted my precious mask which contains (fruits+vegies+juice..) err..1 more ingredient tend to phorgot already..My face feels sorta burning when doing the mask..aiyaa..don't care also la.." oi leng ng moi meng" :p neeway, after took it off and rinsed with water, the burned feeling's gone and leave a freshy feel on it..(im the one who complain and also the one who praise)..god is me..ghost is also ME..cantonese trans..lols..Well..finished crapping for tonight..gotta have a nice wonderful sleep now...no worries now except for assignmentsssss and waking up again tomorrow!!!..caused everything has come to the end..i'm feeling better and GREAT!! ^^..problems solved and i shall eat well sleep well again..mua hahaha.."ONDIET??" [WHAT'S THAT?????.......XD

Disturbance.....

There you see..everytime i try to write my blog..finished bits of my masterpiece, my mistresss will sure to come and disturb..GRRRRR.....><

Today, i went for another lesson by Miss Winny Liew...Whoops! i supposed we just named her Miss Liew...She prefers when she called her Miss Liew but not Miss Winny...kinda fussy huh...neeway, she's another lecturer who gonna teach us Introduction to Mass Communication for my class...She's a kamparian and if i'm not wrong, back to few years ago, she's the one who taught us the flower flower thingy in the 1st Kampar Girls Brigade..if..i'm not mistaken..lols.. Whatever it is...we seems to communicate well with her Miss Liew!~...next time i'll be capturing all the lecturers photo and post it here for a glance..hee...The class ended around 1pm..after the class, i headed to the canteen for a look where there are some book sales which needed to buy.. I was looking for Mass Com when i noticed the Psycology book placed beside it...Frankly speaking, my heart still not yet recovered accepting the fact that i must let go psycology..i was too physically, mentally attached to persue my dreams studying psycology..for some reasons, part of it due to financial problems, i just gotta let go my dreams..it really shattered...badly.....There was a quote i really gotta admit it's kinda true..."We must sacrifice something, in order to get another thing." Kinda broken sentence, but those who know cantonese, translate it.....ya gonna get what i mean...Nothing i can do..but just concentrate to Mass Com, since it was my 2nd choice..It wasn't that bad afterall when you can mastered well the course... :) Add oil to me and everyone esp Noob Wing, Jessie, Joey, Rose, Abbie+++!!!! May success keeps you guys glowing!

p/s :..i've kept my promises....:)

Group 19~ (orientation group) You guys RoCkXxxX!!!

Melancholy..Lachrymose..lol =.="

Well, seems like it's been a period of time i didn't updated my blog..so sorry for my dear follower, noob Wing..lols.. actually i don't know what should i write and even don't know where to start my story.. but my mood in writing this piece of blog was totally moody, mix mix..urghh..i also don't know what i wanna say.. It started all when i found out "he" deleted me as one of his featured friend in fs.. i know it wasn't that important afterall we're just "friends".. all the sweet messages that you sent make me feels like you're bullshiting..wtf!..but...i'm glad... Glad cause i've make the right decision trusting my intuition not to accept you as so-call boyfriend..ahh..what my life would be if i really accepted you..i can't imagine.. =.=" That is why i'm still single until today...ahh..a failure i am.. lols, it isn't that bad afterall when you're free to mix around with friends even boy friends..plus the seniors in my college damn handsome and macho ar!! wua haha.. :) Secondly, i felt like..everything had changed. Owwh..to be exact is, it changes from the moment you BETRAYED me...my hatred grows inner and deeper each time i heard your name. Sometimes i just wished you never appeared in my life before. You've ruined my life with your existence. AHHH !!!..and now we're like strangers.. i try not to recall back what happen everytime heard your name..even now keep on trying...>< don't even wanna meet you if possible. yerhh!~ i really treat you as one of my besties..how can you do this to me... Even can pretend nothing ever happen.. I think i won't understand now and then...

Okay! back to real life..i'm kinda satisfied with my life now as i'm sweet-17++ with my new college life.. i'm free on monday for you information as i don't have any classes the whole day. My lecturers are mostly ladies.. By now, i've only attended 2 classes. One is by Miss Diong and the other is Miss Tan..(to be continued)...................

Glory of Love

9.01pm
windy night~

There's a song here quite nice i would like to share with you guys...Quite a nice old song for me..Glory of Love by a band named Chicago (Peter Catera)..Hope you'll enjoy it..

P.S// Maybe will not successful in posting the video and song along..still haven't get used to this blogging function yet :p..if you really wanna listen to this full song, you may visit http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/chicago/glory_of_love.html !~...


Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things i wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regre
tIt breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make you be alone
I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You helped me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make you be alone
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you been dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
LIke a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just the time I'd save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
Gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love
We did it all for love