Friday, May 29, 2009

Disturbance.....

There you see..everytime i try to write my blog..finished bits of my masterpiece, my mistresss will sure to come and disturb..GRRRRR.....><

Today, i went for another lesson by Miss Winny Liew...Whoops! i supposed we just named her Miss Liew...She prefers when she called her Miss Liew but not Miss Winny...kinda fussy huh...neeway, she's another lecturer who gonna teach us Introduction to Mass Communication for my class...She's a kamparian and if i'm not wrong, back to few years ago, she's the one who taught us the flower flower thingy in the 1st Kampar Girls Brigade..if..i'm not mistaken..lols.. Whatever it is...we seems to communicate well with her Miss Liew!~...next time i'll be capturing all the lecturers photo and post it here for a glance..hee...The class ended around 1pm..after the class, i headed to the canteen for a look where there are some book sales which needed to buy.. I was looking for Mass Com when i noticed the Psycology book placed beside it...Frankly speaking, my heart still not yet recovered accepting the fact that i must let go psycology..i was too physically, mentally attached to persue my dreams studying psycology..for some reasons, part of it due to financial problems, i just gotta let go my dreams..it really shattered...badly.....There was a quote i really gotta admit it's kinda true..."We must sacrifice something, in order to get another thing." Kinda broken sentence, but those who know cantonese, translate it.....ya gonna get what i mean...Nothing i can do..but just concentrate to Mass Com, since it was my 2nd choice..It wasn't that bad afterall when you can mastered well the course... :) Add oil to me and everyone esp Noob Wing, Jessie, Joey, Rose, Abbie+++!!!! May success keeps you guys glowing!






p/s :..i've kept my promises....:)







Group 19~ (orientation group) You guys RoCkXxxX!!!


Thursday, May 28, 2009

Melancholy..Lachrymose..lol =.="

Well, seems like it's been a period of time i didn't updated my blog..so sorry for my dear follower, noob Wing..lols.. actually i don't know what should i write and even don't know where to start my story.. but my mood in writing this piece of blog was totally moody, mix mix..urghh..i also don't know what i wanna say.. It started all when i found out "he" deleted me as one of his featured friend in fs.. i know it wasn't that important afterall we're just "friends".. all the sweet messages that you sent make me feels like you're bullshiting..wtf!..but...i'm glad... Glad cause i've make the right decision trusting my intuition not to accept you as so-call boyfriend..ahh..what my life would be if i really accepted you..i can't imagine.. =.=" That is why i'm still single until today...ahh..a failure i am.. lols, it isn't that bad afterall when you're free to mix around with friends even boy friends..plus the seniors in my college damn handsome and macho ar!! wua haha.. :) Secondly, i felt like..everything had changed. Owwh..to be exact is, it changes from the moment you BETRAYED me...my hatred grows inner and deeper each time i heard your name. Sometimes i just wished you never appeared in my life before. You've ruined my life with your existence. AHHH !!!..and now we're like strangers.. i try not to recall back what happen everytime heard your name..even now keep on trying...>< don't even wanna meet you if possible. yerhh!~ i really treat you as one of my besties..how can you do this to me... Even can pretend nothing ever happen.. I think i won't understand now and then...

Okay! back to real life..i'm kinda satisfied with my life now as i'm sweet-17++ with my new college life.. i'm free on monday for you information as i don't have any classes the whole day. My lecturers are mostly ladies.. By now, i've only attended 2 classes. One is by Miss Diong and the other is Miss Tan..(to be continued)...................