Thursday, May 28, 2009

Melancholy..Lachrymose..lol =.="

Well, seems like it's been a period of time i didn't updated my blog..so sorry for my dear follower, noob Wing..lols.. actually i don't know what should i write and even don't know where to start my story.. but my mood in writing this piece of blog was totally moody, mix mix..urghh..i also don't know what i wanna say.. It started all when i found out "he" deleted me as one of his featured friend in fs.. i know it wasn't that important afterall we're just "friends".. all the sweet messages that you sent make me feels like you're bullshiting..wtf!..but...i'm glad... Glad cause i've make the right decision trusting my intuition not to accept you as so-call boyfriend..ahh..what my life would be if i really accepted you..i can't imagine.. =.=" That is why i'm still single until today...ahh..a failure i am.. lols, it isn't that bad afterall when you're free to mix around with friends even boy friends..plus the seniors in my college damn handsome and macho ar!! wua haha.. :) Secondly, i felt like..everything had changed. Owwh..to be exact is, it changes from the moment you BETRAYED me...my hatred grows inner and deeper each time i heard your name. Sometimes i just wished you never appeared in my life before. You've ruined my life with your existence. AHHH !!!..and now we're like strangers.. i try not to recall back what happen everytime heard your name..even now keep on trying...>< don't even wanna meet you if possible. yerhh!~ i really treat you as one of my besties..how can you do this to me... Even can pretend nothing ever happen.. I think i won't understand now and then...

Okay! back to real life..i'm kinda satisfied with my life now as i'm sweet-17++ with my new college life.. i'm free on monday for you information as i don't have any classes the whole day. My lecturers are mostly ladies.. By now, i've only attended 2 classes. One is by Miss Diong and the other is Miss Tan..(to be continued)...................

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