Hmm..Happy Papa's Day just ended..as now my clock shows 12.05am right on Monday the 22nd, June year 09..So,what ya guys get fer your dad? ..lols..as for me, i didn't get anything for my daddy.. i feel so..SO bad..and i mean it..Sorry Dad..=.=".. Currently having financial problem..for myself.. This year i didn't even treat my dad a meal.. My dad just gave me rm100 yesterday..if i treat him using that rm100, it means he is the one who pays for the meal and not me, myself who pays for it..it's not my self earn money..So, when we were about to go for dinner, my dad was sitting alone in the living room watching news..i approched my dad..summon up my courage to tell him these words.."Daddy, im so sorry for not able to treat you for dinner even today is father's day. As if i treat you, im just using your money and not mines. Actually i know the biggest present for you as Father's Day is not a meal that you want me to treat..i know it is all bout my studies..you want me to study smart for my future and excel in my examinations. So i can get a good job in the future. Thus, this will be the most meaningful present for Father's Day." I've wasted so much money for my tuitions and schools. i played hard during secondary school and my worst record is when i was form4..yeah! honeymoon year is what you will first think of..(Lepak-ing) and playing truant is my number 1!!..(ahh..not trying to be proud ler) but you guys who knows me during secondary school know what i did la..LOL!!..Dad, i'm so sorry for being a snobbish, pampered, troublesome daughter all this years and making you and mummy disapointed over and over again..I just don't know what the heck am i thinking sometimes..i couldn't buy you anything you like by now..Hereby, i keep my promise to you..i will study smart and work hard to achieve a good result..i just wanna prove to you, "I CAN DO IT!!"..you won't be wasted raising me up throughout this years. You suffered a lot..i don't want you to think that my words are empty promises..Maybe i'm not that very clever that type..but obviously i'm not stupid either..Well, i just need to be extra hardworking than others..and..what's more important is..i'm willing to try and i will never give up easily! So..we'll just see :)
Back to few hours ago, i just got to know a friend of mine, well..a guy from National Service to be in details..i'm so sorry to hear that his father had pass away..before i knew it, i just forward a message which contains of a father's day wishes and then, he told me that his father was gone..forever..i don't like this feeling..i just feel so bad after hearing this..my sympathy towards him..Well..nothing i can do to ease the pain..but i hope "he and she" will be tough, don't give up and live life to the fullest!!..JIA YOU, Yep and Allysa!!^^
Lastly..Wishing all father's in the world..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! (tigress scolding ady)..zzz..dozed off....................................
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